Liar: A Memoir
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An intense memoir about mental illness, memory and storytelling, from an acclaimed novelist.
When Rob Roberge learns that he's likely to have developed a progressive memory-eroding disease from years of hard living and frequent concussions, he is terrified by the prospect of becoming a walking shadow. In a desperate attempt to preserve his identity, he sets out to (somewhat faithfully) record the most formative moments of his life—ranging from the brutal murder of his childhood girlfriend, to a diagnosis of rapid-cycling bipolar disorder, to opening for famed indie band Yo La Tengo at The Fillmore in San Francisco. But the process of trying to remember his past only exposes just how fragile the stories that lay at the heart of our self-conception really are.
As Liar twists and turns through Roberge’s life, it turns the familiar story of sex, drugs, and rock ‘n’ roll on its head. Darkly funny and brutally frank, it offers a remarkable portrait of a down and out existence cobbled together across the country, from musicians’ crashpads around Boston, to seedy bars popular with sideshow freaks in Florida, to a painful moment of reckoning in the scorched Wonder Valley desert of California. As Roberge struggles to keep addiction and mental illness from destroying the good life he has built in his better moments, he is forced to acknowledge the increasingly blurred line between the lies we tell others and the lies we tell ourselves.
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Rob Roberge. (2016). Liar: A Memoir. Crown.
Chicago / Turabian - Author Date Citation (style guide)Rob Roberge. 2016. Liar: A Memoir. Crown.
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An intense memoir about mental illness, memory and storytelling, from an acclaimed novelist.
When Rob Roberge learns that he's likely to have developed a progressive memory-eroding disease from years of hard living and frequent concussions, he is terrified by the prospect of becoming a walking shadow. In a desperate attempt to preserve his identity, he sets out to (somewhat faithfully) record the most formative moments of his life—ranging from the brutal murder of his childhood girlfriend, to a diagnosis of rapid-cycling bipolar disorder, to opening for famed indie band Yo La Tengo at The Fillmore in San Francisco. But the process of trying to remember his past only exposes just how fragile the stories that lay at the heart of our self-conception really are.
As Liar twists and turns through Roberge’s life, it turns the familiar story of sex, drugs, and rock ‘n’ roll on its head. Darkly funny and brutally frank, it offers a remarkable portrait of a down and out existence cobbled together across the country, from musicians’ crashpads around Boston, to seedy bars popular with sideshow freaks in Florida, to a painful moment of reckoning in the scorched Wonder Valley desert of California. As Roberge struggles to keep addiction and mental illness from destroying the good life he has built in his better moments, he is forced to acknowledge the increasingly blurred line between the lies we tell others and the lies we tell ourselves.- reviews
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- source: Lidia Yuknavitch, author of The Small Backs of Children and The Chronology of Water
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- content: "Uncompromising and deeply affecting, Liar is a brilliantly fragmented, darkly humorous account of a lifelong struggle with addiction and mental illness that stands with Fred Exley's A Fan's Notes. Strip-mining his memories for veins of truth, Rob Roberge unearths a fractured, unholy, and undeniable work of brilliance."
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- source: Emily Rapp, author of The Still Point of the Turning World
- content: "Rob Roberge's Liar is an unforgettable story, but what sets this stunning memoir apart is the unforgettable voice. Roberge interrogates memory with an ardent desire to be good and to do right. A deeply moral and complicated book, it comes from the heart of a man who writes about love, loss, and addiction like no other writer. You'll fall in love."
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In this absorbing memoir, novelist Roberge (The Cost of Living) shifts among memories of his youth, drug-fueled episodes from his young adulthood, and recent relapses into addiction that threaten his marriage and his work as a college professor. Adding to that, he learns that he has a disease that erodes memory. The sense of urgency in Roberge’s writing is increased by his effective use of the second person: “More and more you are realizing that if you are ashamed of certain things you did when you drank and used drugs, you are ashamed of who you are with mental illness.” The rapid back-and-forth mirrors to some degree the diagnosis of bipolar disorder with rapid cycling, which he first received in the 1980s. But it is also the way Roberge is best able to try and make sense of his world and his experiences. Through the pain, he sees that “it’s the bad parts that make you realize how good the great parts are.” Agent: Ryan Harbage, Fischer-Harbage Agency.
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It would be hard to imagine a less reliable narrator for this disjointed memoir, but the shaky perspective adds to the emotional power and unflinching honesty. Before writing this memoir, Roberge published four works of fiction (The Cost of Living, 2013, etc.), and he has continued to teach creative writing at the university level while playing guitar in a punk-rock band. He has also battled anxiety attacks and a bipolar condition with prescribed medication and self-medication, suffered a series of concussions that doctors fear have already caused brain damage, has been in and out of Alcoholics Anonymous, and has hit a bottom so low that, as recently as six years ago, all he was "capable of writing [were] suicide notes. In nine months...forty-seven suicide notes." By "you," he means himself, establishing an intimacy with readers through the use of the second person, confessing more here than he previously has to many who have known him, loved him, or worked with him. "After attempting to hide your mental illness from most of the people in your life since your late teens, in the end you fall apart in a very public forum," he writes. Through a series of chronological leaps and flashbacks that defy linear logic, the story proceeds from the unsolved murder of a childhood friend, through his sexual awakening and fetishes, his series of girlfriends and passing sexual conquests, his marriage to a woman who became very ill and whose pain medication he stole, and the blackouts and lies with which he has attempted to come to terms. It's actually surprising to readers who have crawled through all this wreckage when he remarks toward the end, "you've been clean and sober for nineteen of the last twenty years." The bleakness of the preceding pages offers few glimmers of such redemption, which the author notes is fragile and might be transitory. Roberge acknowledges his editor for helping "find the book within the book," but that book still has a cut-and-paste quality as it arbitrarily leaps back and forth across decades.COPYRIGHT(2015) Kirkus Reviews, ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.
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Depending on where your life is at the moment, has been, or never will be, Roberge's memoir is a depressing, tough, engrossing read. He's bipolar, he's a junkie, he's an alcoholic. He's also a professor, an author, and a guitar player. In this thoughtful exposition of his life, he jumps from year to year, from youth to current day and everywhere in between. With his medical condition, his brain is not always under control, and it's spooky to read about, especially when Roberge writes in the second person ( You've had, more or less, a nervous breakdown ). Interspersed with his own tales are extinctions of animals, suicides of people famous and not, and CTE, the controversial brain problem caused by concussions and suffered by football players, boxers, and Roberge. Yet somehow he survives, he cleans up, he marries, he becomes a success. He is so much more than an addict, yet it's easier for him to let people believe that than to admit he is bipolar; it's a question of control versus no control. A fascinating book that will remain with readers for some time.(Reprinted with permission of Booklist, copyright 2015, American Library Association.)
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